Not All I Dreamed Of...

Today is my four year wedding anniversary. I used to go to sleep remembering every little silly detail of that day. It was so beautiful...and perfect. That feeling right before they opened the doors to the sanctuary where my Knight would be waiting for me. To give me everything I had dreamed of my entire life. Love, compassion, safety, stability, laugher...children. 

It's ironic I guess. I've known since I was three years old exactly what I wanted out of life. To be a wife to a man that loved me as I loved him, and to be a mother. Now it seems I can't have either. That's the cruel irony of life, I suppose.

One day, I will find the one God has for me. One...day...